Google Translate gets fucked by Proust

He there awake, but do not know, and can only repeat indefinitely, with less force, this same testimony that I do not know what I want and interpret at least to ask him again and return intact, available to me, just now, to final enlightenment.

(I never get sick of this one)

How I asked my friend for his time/love

The Current Future (10:02 pm 10-02-13) is unacceptable. I have decided to change it in for a new one.

In the Improved Future, or the Current Future (10:04 pm 10-02-13), we will do something awesome together this weekend (I have a plan. I mean, I have a Current Plan, stay tuned for Improved Current Plan (approx. 10:03 am 10-12-13)).

If you take issue with the Current Future please change it. Alerting me of these changes would be cool but then again, soon the Future will become the Present and then we'll know for sure.

Love,
Julia

Is this obviously a date? I guess it can just be time together and if it turns into a date then that works and if it doesn't then we'll have built an awesome art project on the front lawn so really nothing can go wrong I hope he thinks it's funny.

(he is clearly number 8)

classic love life

I've just made a list of 10 dudes I could potentially fuck in the next few weeks. I also listed the reasons why I shouldn't fuck them. They are:

-eh
-eh
-australian
-don't know anything about
-isn't interested anymore
-has lots of feelings
-communication strugz
-can we date plz
-2 yr old sexual tension is probably too old
-something is off but something sure is on

Need to find a new dating pool asap cuz this dating puddle is not doin' it for me.

This is my life now

Learning to solder circuits today more pumped than this photo would suggest

notes from methox in the rain

we talk about time like it's not happening right now.
juggling is an extension of the body like computers are an extension of the mind.
lover and creator of beauty
math
i miss you
purple hair green feather trine swingset who am i
why is that what I remember
i think of chains as the things that hold swingsets up
which is ?wrong"
I know why i do this?
i should be studying physics
i am that way
am i my mental state or my physical state
i appreciate things that are not combinations of each-other.
everything is a feedback circuit.
or is becoming and
or i wish i could use it that way because things seem more manageable when you pretend they happen one at a time.
I am tired or hungry or thirsty or wet or sleepy or happy or sad.
well, i'm not sad so I guess I still know how to use or.
Also, I was looking for a drug to make me stop caring and this was it. nice... you realize

back to school blues

When I was younger I never got cramps. 400 mg of ibuprofen and 1.5 hours later, I don't have them any more.
Tired, because drunk people came home at 4am (ish?) and disturbed my slumber. Housemate was having sex before I went to sleep, so that kept me up a bit too. The walls are thin. This room is fucking cold, I think I need blankets over the windows. I'll put them up when I leave for the potluck tonight.
I met Edith's mom. She is worried about Edith, and not in a really nice way. In a panicking way. It's not productive and I hope E comes to talk about it soon because I think it's really fucking with her.
I still feel like my life is boring. School is not as interesting as it was last year at this time. Last year problem sets felt like adventures. This year I'm just tired and overworked. It's so mundane. I need to do things.
I need more punk music in my life.

d'ailleurs, c'est toujours les autres qui meurent.

I read Lolita while I wait for bypassed emitter circuits to make sense. Lab report due in 2.5 hours, with a pile of other work that follows it. I'm ready.
But I'll drink my tea regardless. Maybe read a chapter.
I have to keep my priorities in line.