These aren't secrets, but I haven't told anyone either.
I may sound bipolar but I mostly just write about really great things or really bad things. Extremes, right?
I promise my feelings are continuous over the real emotions.

Monday, November 2, 2020

experience is disconnected from space and/or time

When Kassandra records a 10-minute morning yoga video for Youtube, does she feel the presence of the 276,000 people who will experience it "with" her later?

I wouldn't expect her too, but at the same time, how could she not?

Now that almost all life is digital, it's so hard to have an experience that isn't just internal emotions. 

How can we make memories out of this year?

Today the wind is gusting vigorously. Shelly has turned on the heat. The sky is a chilled cornflower blue. 

It's not a wasted year. I have work and friends to show for it. It is a mostly empty year though, when it comes to memories and experiences.